I am so frustrated with the fact that I can't get a gym membership and my mother can't get one with me. I can't exercise anywhere around my house because my mother doesn't understand why I want to lose weight. I wish she would stop telling me I'm beautiful, just the way I am. I can't possibly be beautiful because I'm still fat. Every Sunday when we're getting ready for church, I can't decide on an outfit because none of them look good on me. But she insists on telling me I look great and I hate it. I look ugly, and I'm sure everyone around me thinks so too. No matter what I wear, I can't hide fat. Why does food have to taste so good??? It's just not fair... We're going to my grandma's house in a week or so, hopefully I'll eat less there. I usually spend some time there during the summer and I eat way less and get way more exercise while I'm there, so maybe the time we spend there next week will get me back in the habit of not eating. Wish me luck (I'm REALLY going to need it)!
NOTE: I DON'T OWN THESE PICTURES
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